correction to previous status: how stressful yesterday was* now i'm watching ice soup asmr.

i rage quit a game (likely because of how stressful today is) and then i watched wood soup asmr.

everything is so confusing and overwhelming. how am i supposed to find a good surgeon by myself? i burned myself out today lmao

i should eat toast

actually, another way of coping if i lose my voice could be learning to play an instrument so well i can use it as a second voice

scared of losing my voice from the surgery. my literal only way of coping with that would be thinking about my oc who has a destroyed voice

utterly terrified of every endocrinologist in my town so now i go into the blanket cave until i'm fine again

yuh!!!

doctor tomorrow. for now? chandelier drawing + nox doodling + cozy + warmcore

genuinely i feel so bad

bababooey

FREAKED out i wish doctors worked on weekends so i could get the ball rolling on my treatment

uploaded a new oc to toyhouse. she's fucked up!

NEED to work on art

i hope antonio can feel all the love and attention i give him from the idv universe

it's ti-rads 5 thursday

son of a good god damn holy sweet harold FUCK

kind of wish i could read minds

eatinhg cheesy potato soup My Favoriye Ever

i want that sickly hedonistic italian NOW