Not sure if I feel like shit because I'm sick or if feel sick because I feel like shit

why can't my brain just f#cking listen

Sometimes I just... I don't know

mfw https://open.spotify.com/track/3KBsdO1rkM9O0QASfvoA38

Know when you get high, it's all wrong.

I shouldn't be doing this, but here I am

things might just be starting to get better

how the fuck does the

is this the life??

hurt myself today

feeling a little bit of hope again

I feel so sick today

I guess I just don't know

becoming

Node Graph out of Date. Rebuilding...

have an elephant in EVERY ROOM

life is apparently pain or so I've heard idk I'm depressed

When the sleep was so light, so shitty, and disturbed by trash dreams so much that I am not even sure if it can be counted as such.

ankles tied to cinder blocks; AYE

turning blue