how f#cking sad am I

exam loomin

when the

f#cking covid man

soz, fucked up inside

managed to clutch an exam and get an A, poggies; though that was algorithms and programming, the painful math is yet to come

pain

drowning

wondering

I feel so sick, yet still I have to write a test tomorrow. pain

I don't want to live like this anymore

Not sure if I feel like shit because I'm sick or if I feel sick because I feel like shit

why can't my brain just f#cking listen

Sometimes I just... I don't know

mfw https://open.spotify.com/track/3KBsdO1rkM9O0QASfvoA38

Know when you get high, it's all wrong.

I shouldn't be doing this, but here I am

things might just be starting to get better

how the fuck does the

is this the life??