hello mania my awesome friend mwahhh

i love being employed in understaffed shitshows!! its sooo fucking awesome!!!! 🩷🩷🩷 so cool to piss everyone off!

collecting new vocal stims on da clock

ever since i concussed myself during a meltdown im like always getting back to that point of crashing out omfg like its not even that /srs

dysphoria so bad it feels wrong up to use women restrooms despite me being socially viewed as a girl wtf

work next tuesday. im nervous but i think this can go okay

new job?? (this is always so drawn out). and therapy tomorrow Lets see if both go okay. lets hope im not being too naive again

new possible job and old job calling me back on same day. this gotta be a test or sumn

gonna find a way to disable parts of my brain so i can get stuff done. ill never ne the same but ill be free

hoping to have less migraines, theyre quite scary now ! :(

wakes up mad asf i have ptsd for the 30000th time bc id be able to keep jobs if i could turn it off for atleast 8 hours

i keep fucking falling asleep everywhere!!

our headmate learned how to do cornrows on our hair and wont stopp (honestly a W)

i Will get a sonic happy meal today no matter wat

ISNT SHE LOOOVEEELLYYYYY!!!!!!!

if u want instant agony drink an energy drink while having ibs & prone to dissociative fits. lovley day at work!

i got to fucking move out and away lol

i got work tomorrow: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jE--tfdZ3-8

Kate Nash - Skeleton can have a plural reading if u squint hard enough. atleast it does for me

somewhere along the way i chose a path i said i never wanted to walk and here i am