acceptance of the inevitable makes me feel more in control than when i believe it will will ever be otherwise

happies halloweenie

my avoidance is just intolerance of bullshit. like an stomach sensitivity. i start diarrheaing everywhere when its a buncha bullshit

i love gmod ragdolling in my sleep. i hope i make actual ragdoll noises when it happens

3 shots of vodka and ill mega-evolve into my super magical furry fuck form

fuck it we eat burger

hello mania my awesome friend mwahhh

i love being employed in understaffed shitshows!! its sooo fucking awesome!!!! 🩷🩷🩷 so cool to piss everyone off!

collecting new vocal stims on da clock

ever since i concussed myself during a meltdown im like always getting back to that point of crashing out omfg like its not even that /srs

dysphoria so bad it feels wrong up to use women restrooms despite me being socially viewed as a girl wtf

work next tuesday. im nervous but i think this can go okay

new job?? (this is always so drawn out). and therapy tomorrow Lets see if both go okay. lets hope im not being too naive again

new possible job and old job calling me back on same day. this gotta be a test or sumn

gonna find a way to disable parts of my brain so i can get stuff done. ill never ne the same but ill be free

hoping to have less migraines, theyre quite scary now ! :(

wakes up mad asf i have ptsd for the 30000th time bc id be able to keep jobs if i could turn it off for atleast 8 hours

i keep fucking falling asleep everywhere!!

our headmate learned how to do cornrows on our hair and wont stopp (honestly a W)

i Will get a sonic happy meal today no matter wat