my brain is not built for this field of work long term

raaainyyy. i want a bath now

plural but in the "you can only watch" way

agitation level: catastrophic

avpd fucking sucks absolute ass fart full shit mega garbage fuckass stupid fucking fuck (explodes)

whats w tornadic weather aligning w when i start sinking into my mental pits

who else up losing their mind looping through the inevitable

in silent hill again

me when flareup: (femur breaker scream and ragdoll noises)

me when my disability disables me: what the fart shit

my favorite thing to do is lay on the floor and experience 3 worlds at once and be between consciousness and hell

spoken for is plural feels song lol

"youre so patient/sweet/kind" this. this has not been very great for me but ok

imagine being 100+ people but none of your voices mattering outside of being a utility to someone

the illusion of owning anything or having a voice in anything

heres to more years of being pressured to do things i dont want to do for people i dont like bc they threaten shit

mfw i am suffering from things that have nothing to fucking do with me

wanna do thign but (gets stuck) Fuck

my moms one skill is making me go fucking mental

(2 weeks into a psych med) girl help why cant i hold a pen correctly anymore