unexplainable sadness and wanting to hide

when i tell ppl im not good at socializing i do not be joking. i am afraid and confused in every interaction

holy smokez its been aDay so far

i wake up and its just all "why cant I be correct socially"

wish i could electrocute my brain to be more friendly and enjoy social stuff. its not natutally me

i be needing hugs nowadays

i have an exam today and have to study. ouh

i am an animal with rabies.

damn those flashbacks got hands (IDK WHAT IT EVEN WAS???)

i love cosmic horrors and kaiju i relate to them

i didnt use the web alot yesterday and i got so art inspired and stim danced and did my art collecting it felt great

i need to truly disconnect from the web for a bit. its an invisible collar in my head

i dony feel so good *shits and pukes everywhere*

why do i fight what i really am? how will I find peace if I hide you

gummy god bless

who up goddin they zilla

inconsolable imposter syndrome

meow

god pls let me cross paths with that dude who was wearing dog ears & was decked in pkmn again PLEAASE!!!

only a few hours of peace before im lost again, i took a clear head for granted