save me pokopia save me

(checks calendar) ah yes the weeks where i go mental about things i tried ignoring when okay. good luck to me

"u r so quiet and nice ur so easy to talk to" i dont want to be this. help

my brain is not built for this field of work long term

raaainyyy. i want a bath now

plural but in the "you can only watch" way

agitation level: catastrophic

avpd fucking sucks absolute ass fart full shit mega garbage fuckass stupid fucking fuck (explodes)

whats w tornadic weather aligning w when i start sinking into my mental pits

who else up losing their mind looping through the inevitable

in silent hill again

me when flareup: (femur breaker scream and ragdoll noises)

me when my disability disables me: what the fart shit

my favorite thing to do is lay on the floor and experience 3 worlds at once and be between consciousness and hell

spoken for is plural feels song lol

"youre so patient/sweet/kind" this. this has not been very great for me but ok

imagine being 100+ people but none of your voices mattering outside of being a utility to someone

the illusion of owning anything or having a voice in anything

heres to more years of being pressured to do things i dont want to do for people i dont like bc they threaten shit

mfw i am suffering from things that have nothing to fucking do with me