casually winning nano 3 days early but god it was a struggle to get there glad its over i hate writing (<- lying)

playing a casette, feeling super swag

I want to kill my psychiatrist

Oh the horror of doing dishes and then coming back to your room and finding the pile you forgat

Something its just me and my dust allergy suffering together in my parents' dusty as fuck house

writings slow as fuck today

Writing my novels obligatory dream sequence torture scene today. jolly good fun

Putting my character through great horrors such as 'having the flu' and 'sleeping over at your dads house'

survived exams, back to writing I go (and i got so much free chili yesterday my freezer is stocked yeehaw)

Fighting for my life in the study lounge today

man, writing is hard

listening to linkin park and doing nanowrimo, feels like im back in 2016

Writing and embroidery today, sleeping in tomorrow. Sometimes life is bearable

doing anything to combat the nanowrimo mental health toll catch me doing stretches, eating fruit, meditating, getting sleep, etc.

First draft is allowed to be bad it just has to be done <--reminding myself agressively

Guided meditation lady: "practise love.. and compassion.." Hansi Kürsch from Blind Guardian in my head: "DAdadaDa dadAdadaAaa daDaDAda dadA"

Wordcount? Reached Depression? Activated Blind Guardian? Playing Hell yeah, its nanowrimo time

Julius is the embodiment of shame and Morn is the embodiment of guilt. it all makes sense now

Truly i can romanticize any part of my life. my hand hurts like shit and all i can think of is haha im so julius coded

actually in a good mood today maybe life isnt so bad