i cannot live like this i have had psychoses and panic attacks daily for the past three weeks i just want things to go back to normal i just

off to the doctor tomorrow to try and find out what the crippling panic attacks are that i have been having . . . scared a bit.

i will never be cute

I went an entire day without a psychotic panic attack today!!! I hope its getting better now

Boss just told me that I'm "clearly overchallenged" with my current taskand just to "chill" instead. I feel like I am doing something wrong.

Made a mail address specifically so ppl can contact me and write personal mail (wooo): libretown@proton.me :3

good morning, am at work, coffee and sandwich successfully inhaled, science can begin

Tried making an appointment with a psychiatrist today; they hung up on me twice. Mew

Trying to listen to music now to get a new episode of Vinyl Ventures out.

Sitting around at work waiting for lunch. I wish I was still a child

My dad gave me his diskman and his portable tape player. Extremely excited that I can finally listen to music on the go!

Having a great time setting up XMPP on Pidgin again. =)

Happy new year. Hope this will be a great year for me and all.

Finally back home after an exhausting Christmas week.

I have not existed for the past half a year or so, I am sorry. I have been living life day to day without much to show for it. Depression.

Since the exam robbed me of any and all energy, I have let myself go somewhat... but at least I don't have any actual classes.

I finally finished my last exam for the year! Two months of studying FINALLY REDEEMED THEMSELVES

Even more studying! Where is my stamina?

Studying, studying, studying. Exam season.

The Indian place sent double the food today by mistake. Not that I'm complaining!