july is the real party month for me. disability pride month

thank god for the small things i guess

shelling out half of a grand and gnashing my teeth about stupid fees. sobbing bemoaning crying

guess i'm just pulling an allnighter to balance out the sleeping for 12 hours straight thing. this is fine, surely

insane how the wrong people in your life will literally have you suicidal. thank god im not where i was a year ago

"Ultra Masculine Whitegirl Playlist while you're on your way to testicular torsion surgery" is my new go to playlist. unfortunately

happy pride

life could be worse. i could be stupider

coding my site late at night like OOPS (accidentally overwrites my about page with omegaverse au rp writing)

washed my hair and changed into some of my favourite pjs and changed the bed linens and feeling. normaller

being nobody in particular as of late has been both freeing, and depressing in equal measure

my depression is getting really bad again

tapering off caffeine has been wild

had a good burger today

new autoheart music im in tears

larp event so good i forgot to eat my dinner

too residually wired to do a proper writeup but i have my pdf of the chatlogs and notes to use tomorrow

had SUCH a blast at the event. thanks bro

big brother gave me an unexpected toytreat (ticket to an event) which is so swag and cool

bleed in my left middle knuckle like what if i kms i fucking hate hand bleeds for how irritating they are