opened up the window a tiny bit to let in some fresh air while i’m laid up in bed goddamn crippled

"i've literally not done anything with my life and im a failure" dawg. im studying a fucking engineering degree this fall. Relax me @ me

something in my brain circuitry is hideously broken. teaching it about rewards and payoffs from scratch is a weird experience

the jayvik fanfic did indeed slap

fat little plop of a chipmunk was chilling and sunbathing on our deck. get cozy little guy

beautiful new package of sencha green tea. heart eyes

can obsessively yap about the disability rep in swallow your pride for hours. pointing at viktor: hes just like me FR!!!!

updated my webbedsite with a place to yap about the fanfics i really enjoyed reading + new dream

third of the way through this notebook. go me

i've apparently written about ten thousand words by hand in like. eight days

me sniffing the pages of my diary like a mad man because of the licorice all sorts scented pink ink- BEAUTIFUL ink btw- that i used

my left knee has begun heavily bleeding again and this sucks so bad bro. i’m in agony and walking is almost beyond me atm

downloaded a bunch of jayvik fanfic that falls into one of my favourite tropes from a suggestions thread. smirking kitty.png

need to make a personal email so i can send him stupid emails lol

sighs. i miss my brother

eating a bagel and it’s still sunny out. wild

sick to my stomach seeing mentions of previous horrific environments in my new hang out spots. hate that for me!!

my website got a shoutout in the 32bitcafe's newsletter! yippee!! super cool :-) just happy to be here and a part of it all

my ink survived. i heart wonderpens

crying sobbing throwing up. hailstorm. my ink better have survived