ate a solid kitty breakfast with carbs and vegetables and a dessert so now i’m sipping caffeine and water before my Task

i look so physically unwell people are asking me if i’m ok w genuine concern Uh oh.

having extremely weird derealization moments where the person in the mirror is not me

groans. fell asleep at like 11 and woke up at 3. were up now i guess

taking my iron pills on an empty stomach feels EXACTLY like anxiety. its really messing my body up

cooking up my OMAD and feeling more relaxed and normal with a hot shower a finger detangling of my wavy hair and comfy pjs

the wet rat status buff of a hot shower is so real. choked down some crackers post esophageal spasms. eating strawberry vitamin d bears

gooped up my lips gingerly with burts bees to try to keep me from picking but holy fuuuck lmao what a pain in the ass

ugh. body focused behaviours suck so bad. ive destroyed my lips again and staunching mouthfuls of blood isnt fun

three new plushie pals. mihr my beloved. the gund bear is so nice and easy to hug

crying. i have no braincells when im anxious lmao me when im trying to read course codes

fucking HELL i stayed up to enrol and it turns out its tomorrow at the earliest, possibly monday

newborn esque like sleep schedule … six pm to three am

bro i keep falling asleep so early lmao

i was like owwww why does my tummy hurt. bro hasn’t eaten in eighteen hours. ok breakfast time

back is fucking killing me

remembered that daylight savings exists and it’ll roll back in the winter YAYYYY

NEW TANGOMUSHI VIDEO LETS GO

i hate being so fucking tired lmao

i love my big brother lol he saw a robin and thought of me. bird watcherssssss