christ. having hallucinations again (smelling cookies that don’t exist)

turns out all i needed for stability was a) talking to my big bro and b) hannibal in low sensory lighting ambiance at night. lmao

i’ve been meaning to write a february wrap up for my “professional website” (for the IRLs) for days. too tired

i’ve been so insanely exhausted as of late and that’s what happens when you have a month long joint hemorrhage but bro. i’m eepie!!!

playing touys with my big brother. yippee for pbp ttrpg

been dealing with extreme fatigue (like falling asleep slumped in my officekitty chair randomly) as of late and i’m like oh ya. i’m sick

eating fruit snacks on the stairs. effervescent

will graham is so “single dad with his green emotional support jacket former cop white protagonist in a horror game” core. cat gut episode

tucked in so warm and cozy style after a good stretch beneath heavy covers as snow falls. hell yeah. peak post hannibal experience

so camp cutely opening my hello kitty pill organizer and popping iron as i watch hannibal while playing with ironslime in a sanrio pullover

stats wise i might as well pick up both smoking and drinking as habits

some of my vintage accoutrement FINALLY came in. my little pansy scarfclip/clamp brooch and angel pin <3

belly full of soup and bread and hot tea and back to coughing my lungs out in bed with a piteous expression

i’m sick. extremely cruel world angels thesis etc

hannibal is so fucking good. enjoyed my two eppysodes before snoozing out

daydreaming about going on that camping trip after i've defended my thesis. heart emoji

the snow is melting... soon it will be all gone... winter my dearest companion and most treasured friend...

the most wretched part about returning to school is needing to maintain social media because everyone uses that to coordinate group projects

though it is really satisfying and fun to color bubble in the days. we do love some colorful speckling

it's such a pain in the ass updating my mood data but i know it'll be worthwhile in terms of analyzing it and having material to go over