29 | Autistic | Diagnosed | NB

Been doing the minimum today to survive. But at least I'm surviving.

I wish there was a magic button or something to stop feeling so anxious.

Talking to anyone but you seems like a big nuisance.

Lonely but together with you in my mind.

At least got a good distraction while I can't sleep.

Miss you a bit spiraling but holding on.

Today was one of these awful days.

Miss you.

Discovered https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2NXbsrwtzbw

This has been a good day, cuddles and squishes with him... <3

Loners together.

Finally understood some math ;;

Awful day, need cuddles from _him_ as soon as possible.

EXTREME EXCRUCIATING PAIN PLEASE REMOVE MY INSIDES RIGHT NOW

Things that I'm grateful for today: Having amazing people in my life, had good lunch (for once in a lifetime...)

Sorta dull day, will probably get better later.

Is that time of the month again ... sigh.

Miss you again.

I wish he knew I'm still here in case he can't fall asleep.

Ew people that have normalized verbal violence.