maybe I should kill myself I knew I was being too needy for their attention now they wont even hug me back anymore do they hate me??

I saw a song earlier this morning... I'm trying to find it on my school computer and realizing I am NOT finding that song...

i am the only one awake rn... if my mom oversleeps i get another day off of school >:3c

i just did bdsmtest.org and found out i'm a bottom... I don't know how to feel about this

THE GRACE UPDATE IS COMING OUT SOON CHATTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have offically reached 805 words on my fanfiction everyone say "I'M SO PROUD OF YOU MICROWAVE!!"... you don't actual have to say that

I uh-... I failed

the distraction is slowly starting not to work... I wanted to become better today :(

I CAN DISTRACT MYSELF FROM BEING SUICIDAL FUCK YEAHHHHH!!

CHAT I wont have a suicidal break down today TRUST🙏🙏🙏 (Im already starting to fail)

I already submitted my courses and apparently letted me take grade ELEVEN COURSES for grade 10!! so uh my teacher try to unsubmit my courses

I love life :3

my stomach hurts

I saw a cockroach in the kitchennnn :(((( IM GONNA DIE HERE IM GONNA DIE HERE IM GONNA DIE HER E

sometimes I forget that i'm 14 like seriously i just realized im not 13 anymore

CHAT IM AVLIVE!!!! also nothing happened :(

nothing happening so im joining problematic discord servers so i can be traumatized by the time i turn 16 :3

2 didn't do shit so i took another one of my iron pills, no i will not risk my life and take a forth one

i just took 2 iron pills... chat lets pray i wont have to go to the hospital (I know he didnt hate me, i just still felt like doing this)

CHAT I was wrong he doesn't think I'm annoying nor does he hate YIPIEEE I may have overreacted before