OH WAIT I FORGOT TH+O SAY THIS uh- first time skipping gym!! kinda nervous!- ^_^

I just LOVE on how the first person I told I'm suicidal just says "no your not" I'm so fcking tired of this place

It's usually REALLY easy to force myself to do work like this... now it just feels draining just looking at it.

I WANT TO DIE I WANT TO DIE I WANT TO DIE IM GONNA DIE HEREEEEE OMGGGG I'm so tired I WISH he was here today

UGHH I HATE IT HERE!!! NONE OF MY FRIENDS ARE HERE!!!FUCK MY LIFEEEEEEEEE

today is def gonna be GOOD day huh?

My mom got mad at me for trying to bring my home computer to school, my favorite person isn't here, someone at gym pointed out my SH scars

PLEASEE GOD NOO NO I DONT WANT TO HAVE BPD I ALREADY HAVE 3 MENTAL ILLNESSES PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I found the song I've been MEANING to find!!! my day is a lot better now :D

I have officially reached PEAK mentally unwell.... numbness I still wanna kill myself though

maybe I should kill myself I knew I was being too needy for their attention now they wont even hug me back anymore do they hate me??

I saw a song earlier this morning... I'm trying to find it on my school computer and realizing I am NOT finding that song...

i am the only one awake rn... if my mom oversleeps i get another day off of school >:3c

i just did bdsmtest.org and found out i'm a bottom... I don't know how to feel about this

THE GRACE UPDATE IS COMING OUT SOON CHATTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have offically reached 805 words on my fanfiction everyone say "I'M SO PROUD OF YOU MICROWAVE!!"... you don't actual have to say that

I uh-... I failed

the distraction is slowly starting not to work... I wanted to become better today :(

I CAN DISTRACT MYSELF FROM BEING SUICIDAL FUCK YEAHHHHH!!

CHAT I wont have a suicidal break down today TRUST🙏🙏🙏 (Im already starting to fail)