i am realizing something I didn't want to.. it's all a lie my mind is making it up I still have a chance...

oh shit I just realized I was wrong... today is NOT gonna be a good day I FUCKING KNEW IT AT 2:26 AM!! WHY THE FUCK DID I QUESTION MYSELF?!?

Internet the (not) one and only love of my life... cancel the shit outa me for no reason to convince myself to kill myself PLEASSSEEEEEE

FUCKING KILL ME I EMBARRAS MYSELF AS SHIT!! I WANNA END IT ALL FUCK MY LIFE I DERSEVE TO DIEEEE

I'm gonna be honest the tags on my fanfic are the nearest thing to the to devil for normal ppl who are not on ao3 but tbh its not that bad..

so uh- I was wrong. everything is going just fine for now :3

bro its 2:26 rn and i can ALREADY see my day being the worst day ever in the morning, i know im gonna have the fastest mental breakdown

I spilled my soup on my hand and whimpered... if only i had a bf to tease me for that

note to future self. Do NOT pray to god to get punished for someone elses sins no matter HOW much you like them.

why i'm i moaning everytime i sneeze? like am I sick or am i having s- *loud train passes by*

UGHHHHH I GOTTTT SICKKKKKKKKKKK >:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

a bot in a discord sever randomly leveled me up and called me a good puppy... i really like that :3

ykw? i don't care about anything anymore. i just want to feel something thats not dread or sadness anymore... CHAT SHOULD I OVERDOSE!? :D

UGHHHHHHH DO YOU HATE ME OR NOTTT???? STOP MAKING THIS SO DIFFICULT FOR ME

i wanna be someones puppygirl!! i want someone to pet me and say they love me :(( i want to be called pup or puppy... life is so unfair :(

HE PLAYED A BROKEN DREAM WITH ME CHAT!! HE LOVESSS MEEE!!!!!

hes tired so we cant play a broken dream BUT i showed him a picture of when i let a discord sever choose my outfit THOUGHT I LOOKED PRETTYY!

@advelos I'D JOIN YOUR WEBRING

CHAT HES GONNA PLAY A BROKEN DREAM WITH ME!! WE ARE SO BACK NO MORE DEPRESSIVE EPISODES 4 ME HELL YEAHHHH

i'm so tired I wanna cut... it would've been worse if I was in class tho so I guess I am getting mentally better from skipping