wish i could be counting the cars on the garden state parkway

it's never easy

"""friends"""

i want to do creative things again. write, edit, make a game, ANYTHING. but the prospect is so daunting and im just so tired all the time...

i need to stop packing so much stuff into my vacations. haven't had a chance to relax down all week! good fun but man am i tired.

fell in love with a girl, or something like it.

embarrassingly, i am feeling very alienated from people who are supposed to be my friends.

i like my coffee black and my parole denied.

some days, i wish i were a bear.

blisters and mosquito bites, and blisters and mosquito bites, and blisters and mosquito bites, and blisters and mosquito bites, and

... it pours.

really needed a win this week — didn't get it. damn shame.

guillotine.

it's incredible how a friend group can silently change — you have to take a step back to see it is unrecognizable from what it once was.

i wish i had an easier time napping - it's hard catching up on sleep without them.

enjoy the long weekend, everyone!

why is it that i have trouble sleeping on days where i didn't get enough sleep?

went to a con this weekend, had an absolute blast. it's great being among so many of 'my people'.

twilight - i only meant to stay a while...

excited to be at ACEN this weekend :D