aaaaangerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

i SAID 'no matter what' and i MEANT IT forever and for always. you don't get to decide how i feel.

flash flood

lol my broken heart has been like 'wow i miss & love this guy so much' but now i think i fucking hate him . lol jk i'm an emotional mess

just heard there are fires in LA county and i had a trauma response?? at least his hometown isn't burning but it didn't stop me from bawling

i wanna see the palm trees with you; i wanna pray over your body, cos no one moves me like you do...

i had so many kisses left for you. so many songs, so many books, things to watch, memories to make, laughs to be shared. i miss you so much.

nobody understands anymore how your voice peels me off of the floor

if i could, i would walk a thousand miles just to be where you are and make you smile

i hope that you never forget that i will always love you, and i'll always be waiting here for you. always. i told you i love you: i meant it

i bought a purpely bear bong hehehehe no more vaping fuck that shit

he prolly destroyed my favorite cardigan. why did i think i'd see him again?? i can't . stop crying .

dumb and stupid, dumb and stupid, dumb and stupid, dumb and stupid, dumb and stupid, dumb and stupid, dumb and stupid, dumb and stupid, dumb

hehe... h..yeahhh...... so apparently i'm allergic to sunlight LOL

i miss him

i’m always forgotten, i’m never the one, i’m always discarded, i’ll never be anything more than a story to the ppl that i love. i’m so tired

i try to write the words, i speak but i'm not heard, and every breath i take feels ice cold

I'M SICK OF CRYING ALL THE TIME AND I'M SICK OF EVERY THOUGHT BEING PLAGUED BY YOU!!!!

leave me alone. i’m hidden and you’ll never find me

planning my funeral and my suicide instead of my birthday. there is something wrong but i’m leaning into it instead of running away from it