i hate magic

fell asleep 4 times today and i keep getting to a new level of consciousness

either being patient or nothing

everything’s for you anyway

classic 5th day at a new job cry

got a scanner at last 💕💕💕 feels like i always had it, we were meant to be!! me and a flatbed scanner together side by side through the years

time to hang out with some more strangers

i have no idea what to do next :)

yesterday was good and kinda magical, but ig it was the last day of fight or flight and now it’s time to relax and feel all the bad stuff

i changed my mind i don’t wanna move tomorrow

first thing i’m making after i move in is syrniki, and after that maybe crepes

feeling better:)

really just scared out of my mind in general

really worried that when i move into a new place i’ll stop being myself

all i think about is smoked cheese tomato sandwiches

good day even though i worked myself into a complete stupor. night night

september has been good to me

i’m so sick of the sun when will it fuckin explode

scared as shit

life is crazy