e v e r y t h i n g is temporary, that's the beauty of it

why's asa mitaka giving me gender envy as well bro 😭 😭

i be up getting help and support and shi

going to see ethel cain tonight,, concert of doom and despair

shaved my legs today,, ts so euphoric

life is change. consciousness is change. still, I'm sorry.

been feeling sad and empty, played undertale yellow which helped (its so whimsical and wholesome) and embraced myself to sleep

finished another journal and im going off benzos starting today, wish me luck

a friend was just a stranger not long ago

we might be a little back

walked around a bit (life is literally open world??) & had dinner with some new people i met,, old me would be so proud, still feels surreal

feeling good these past days but i need to WORK in a fr fr way

sharing experiences and hardships in a community group feels like a big hug

havent had a breakdown in like 1 month! congrats me! congrats medication that is just a temporary patch and fixes 0 problems!

missing my nier era, still havent 100% the games

i hope daniel naroditsky is finally at peace, i rly liked him and im gonna miss him. this feels like reckful again, it makes me so sad

exhausted this past few days, but i might be getting back onto a more hopeful mood

i just went ALONE to a book club full of NEW people and it went WELL! if *I* can take a step like this so can YOU, we gotta do it, do or die

our perception of time is so fucky and weird, it leaves me so unsettled

lmao damn i think the sole fact that interacting with my mother exhausts and disturbs me THIS MUCH should be all the evidence i need