genderfluid the way i switch genders everytime someone misgenders me so i lwk just execute a perfect parry

why is emotional closeness so scary,, why must it generate so many doubts,, my heart feels like it's splitting in two

i hate derealization

sum crazy past few days

Fuck AI, hopefully itll make ppl realize that the point of creating art lies more in each artist's creative process and less on the outcome

and the universe said "the light you seek is within you"

mend with care, heal with patience, remain present and kind

studying federalism and the philosophy behind USA's revolution,, they rly did the biggest historical fumble to date 💀 💀

meeting new people is.. is fucking hard,, but i suppose it's like a muscle that you train. ig im starting to see some improvements

today's transgender day of remembrance,, mourn those we've lost, get organized and find community. only by coming together can we persevere.

last few days were goated.. too goated that i even got sick and lwk depressed afterwards

17-26 by tatsuki fujigoat has been released all at once?? i didnt even know?? time to watch peak

e v e r y t h i n g is temporary, that's the beauty of it

why's asa mitaka giving me gender envy as well bro 😭 😭

i be up getting help and support and shi

going to see ethel cain tonight,, concert of doom and despair

shaved my legs today,, ts so euphoric

life is change. consciousness is change. still, I'm sorry.

been feeling sad and empty, played undertale yellow which helped (its so whimsical and wholesome) and embraced myself to sleep

finished another journal and im going off benzos starting today, wish me luck