thinking this much about my years of high school makes my heart ache like crazy,, cant even begin to express these feelings

ive realized ive been growing increasingly fonder of java. good shit, A-tier language

i dont want to live my life anymore. im done. switch me for someone else.

I WOULD LEAVE EVERYTHING BEHIND FOR PANAM

headache headache go away, remind me of my sins another day,, but do remind me of them as i should never forget what ive done

I FUCKING LOVE GRAPHS (as in the things with nodes and lines >_<)

so little time.. so many things i wanna do

under so much stress.. just want to cry

FUCKASSS INTERVIEW i probably did not get the position

burn it all down.

started playing PokeMMO earlier tonight, damn i missed unova

im so happy i could cry.. magic is real. you just need to open your eyes and see

Left Ear Duvet, Right Ear Linger is going crazy

overwhelmed by people, want to blow up this world

attached to the person, dettached from the outcome

collaborative efforts are so full of drama.. but such is human condition, and navigating conflict is necessary to reach any sort of warmth

so enraged with everything lately

ok the puke is coming.. fuck ai

the entirety of the tech professional world is plagued with AI slop.. im going to puke if i have to read one more paragraph

moments where i felt the whole world ending and cried like i was being stabbed by a thousand blades were the ones i felt the most alive in