lmao damn i think the sole fact that interacting with my mother exhausts and disturbs me THIS MUCH should be all the evidence i need

listening to early 2010s nightcore all day to fight the dystopic feeling that is coding machine learning assignments in 2025

AI YAZAWA IF YOU HURT MY GURL HACHI ONE MORE TIME I SWEAR TO GOD

i dont feel like doing ANYTHING T-T not even doing nothing is appealing ts so distressing

currently in my second melancholic/depressive episode of the day

been so busy with projects and deadlines,,, but overall ive been feeling good and pretty stable

me watching the numbers go down from 11am to 7am as i set my alarm clock for tomorrow T-T

Trying once again to accept that it is the weakness of my flesh that makes me human and who I am

i forget how easily consumed i am by uni programming projects BUT IM FINALLY PASSING ALL TESTS

today feels like saturday

i love my friends damn so thankful for them

gonna make a lil drink and watch a lil show, maybe everything can be okay for a little while

you can love again,,, if you try again

skipping classes is not for the faint of heart

panty & stocking is so peak

she seems to still care abt our friendship yay ^-^,,, humans are hard man..

starting to feel a little melancholic, my favourite weather rly has arrived

took a walk by myself and bought some things i needed. it's nice to get out there and feel the world

new meds make me woozy :(

is it love.. if i take you, or is it love.. if i set you free?