helplessness.. such an unsettling, despairing feeling

exam tomorrow exam tomorrow

i used to look at my life and think that despite all the pain i had been through i wouldn't change a single thing.. but now....

i wish i could go back to times where i was a better person.. how can i recover a self that has been lost

whenever something related to gay people appears on the news iget so unwell and physically anxious bc i already know how my parents react :/

omg css can actually do pretty cool things

how weird is it to be unable to pee in public urinals because of social anxiety be honest 💔

i hate the tiktok situation, trump literally proposed to ban it in his first presidency, now he acts as the saviour. dumbest PR scheme ever

today i dreamed ThoughtSlime was Grimm from Hollow Knight

write down your thoughts, write down your emotions, let your mind flow through your pen. it can be really transformative

Dijkstra, Bellman-Ford, DFS, BFS, Huffman, idk how im supposed to store so many algorithms in my one single head T.T

amazing how with just a few words my mom can make me feel so unwell and disregulated

ALL i need is TIME

therapy tomorrow, it's been a while