she makes me feel horrible. she makes me feel burdensome. she makes me feel worthless. she makes me feel unloveable.
clamo
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- here lies the identity of psychotic artist formerly known as clamo. rip to an identity we have sculpted for 7 years. we are sorry to those who loved them, but they must retreat for our safety after our stalkers' activities escalated to attempts physical harm even now from thousands of miles away. please love and cherish your memories with them. it was good while lasted
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she comes home and i try to be helpful and kind but there's always something to bark at me for I Genuinely Want To Die
i desperately want to die
no one is ever on my side or looking out for me. everyone has an axe to grind with me. everyone fucking hates me. i have to kms
it sounds like when i complain about this stuff im like bitching about my mom but nope!!! it is my partner treating me like a stupid child:)
aint no WAY she woke me up from a dead sleep to ask me smth and got annoyed when i didn't have an answer ready and chewed me out for it
day and a half since my mid-sleep larynx spasm and my voice has only gotten worse.... am i...is my voice fucked forever...?
woke up in the middle of the night unable to breathe... I think my larynx spasmed... not the first time this happened...
only bad days. stuck in place. helpless fragile piece of shit. waste of space. a burden. there is no place for me in this world.
good thing i have nothing to my name and don't have to whip in any inheritance docs lmao
fucking bitching at me all the time and then telling me im being irritable literally leave me alone!!!!!!
the average wait time for disability when i applied is less than a year and here i am on year 3...
anxiety eating me up my hearing is in a month im so scared im so scared what if i get denied???
everyone wants to date a depressed goth trans dude but no one wanna smell his tobacco
oh now shes shaming me for smoking lmao
YOU MAKE ME SICK. YOU MAKE ME POUR MY INSIDES OUT ONTO THE BRICKS.
i miss being an artist and also not being obsessed w su***dal ideation :(
ill prob just wait until my trial and then if i lose ill end it all
not sure if i should go to the streets or just cease to be. i have nothing and i have nowhere to go. its been 874 days since rocky died
i gave up everything to be with her. i made a horrific mistake. now i have nowhere to go but the streets. im genuinely considering it.