such a stubborn little piss baby

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at least being severely malnourished all the time from food insecurity means i am losing weight and therefore more acceptable to society

put me in a padded cell i am sick of faking personhood and i hate everyone around me

fucking idiot

there should be like a calculator tool but specifically so you can check your Rxs lethality for the perfect blend to reliably kill yourself

i am PRAYING she finally lets go and realizes that i am irredeemably useless trash and kicks me out so i can finally kill myself

i dont hate my partner im just unstable and i need to figure my shit out and be patient with her cos shes struggling too god life sucks

i am haunted by the sensation of holding my son's limp body in my arms. i felt my body tear in half by light and i was swallowed by darkness

i told him we would have one more beautiful summer together and he took his final breath the beginning of fall. i miss him so much

i'm so hungry.... i hate being so poor i stay hungry....

i couldn't keep my baby alive so why do i deserve to live?

apparently my judge is 15% (that's CRAZY high) more likely to deny vs other judges nationwide. of COURSE this is the guy ive been stuck with

denied disability by the judge 2 weeks after my hearing. i am appealing but it feels like it's over. the world is closing in on me.

🦷🦷 i miss going to the dentist 🦷🦷 im too scared of leaving my house to get my teeth cleaned 🦷🦷 mental illness 🦷🦷

it's a race to the bottom measuring the brain cells of cis gay male terminally-online furries. to the gulags with all you dweebs

feeling the urge to count calories again. you have to fight it. you have to fight it! you know you need more than a toddler eats, not less!!

if i give my coordinates will someone come kill me please im out alone in downtown seattle

I AM SO DESPERATE TO DIE

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