i have such intense violent thoughts i feel like i cant tell anyone so i guess i'll just let myself boil over and see where that takes me

everything is terrible and everyone is horrible and i don't understand the world my brain is soup all i can do is injure and starve myself

i hate my life

all the folks going to conventions and concerts and festivals unmasked and complaining about getting covid... honey pls be fr

dear blue angels: i hope you crash into your momma's houses with them home so you can go to hell together

there was once a time i could look myself in the eyes and tell myself "you are enough" but now i can barely look in a mirror at all

i want my relationship to work out. i dont want it to fail. but im also terrified that we are both delusional, cursed to hurt each other

ordered a cheap desk and it came in today and i feel so stupid i think i may return it why did i do that i don't deserve things like this

HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE

i just want my own place where i can starve and maim and hate myself in peace

finally had the confidence to shoulder check some dumbass who apparently thought i was gonna walk into the street and get out of his way

i noticed ive lost weight since relapsing on my ED and i hate that since im fat and afab that drs will praise me instead of helping me

i will never recover from the death of Rocky or all the abuse i have endured. i can't keep fighting. i have nothing left.

so fucking annoying going back and reading all that uwu manic bullshit

how much more do i have to hurt myself for people to take my mental pain seriously

new glasses new glasses new glasses yayyyyy

hi sad!clamo, therapy!clamo here 2 remind u: say "thank you" not "sorry" & remember this: YOU ARE ENOUGH. i love u. we will survive this

i am ashamed of myself for being myself

my food avoidance has gotten so bad my coworkers are showing concern.... got pressured into eating smth at work.... i hate my broken brain

everyone says "exposure" is the best treatment for shit like agoraphobia but the more exposure i get the worse my phobia gets