I think my mum's identity is that of a black hole. A black hole that eats mobile phones. She broke 2 and she lost 2... this year.

I have evolved from making videos about spinny trees to making videos about dancing flowers: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZNHbpvpGC5pJm-Gb21p/

One day I was sad and friendless and another day I made my first TikTok with spinning trees at the age of 36 because nobody stopped me.

Loneliness and silence are killing me. Is anybody here looking for friends who are broken gay oversharers in their 30s? I can't find anyone.

Trying to find out why is our milk spoiling faster recently and the consensus is that nobody knows but could be the delivery lorries.

Where did my fellow Gen Y snarky and sarcastic casual oversharing broken queers go? My loneliness is almost done eating me alive.

Turns out running errands helps derealisation. I went to the hospital blood test), sent an appellation to the tribunal and even ate dinner.

Well, Shifting made me cry. It feels like the last glimpses of reality and of real people. Sometimes, I wonder if we're all dead.

About to watch Shifty on iPlayer - dunno what it is but it mentions Tatcher and I like hating her.

I'm sorry but this site needs a cake emote. I'm a responsible adult because I just ate cake for dinner and I have to write it with a cheese.

I had a dream where I was Misa Amane cosplaying as Arwen like it was a fashion statement. She dated Pedro Pascal who had teenage kids. What.

Me having to wake up in 2 hours is a problem for the later me. I'm too busy writing sad love songs and crying to them.

Drank coffee. Still tired. It's 2 AM and I have to be up at 7 AM. All that I did today was editing the usericon that I uploaded here.

Humanity's greatest lie is that grief gets easier to manage over time. It's been 99 years and it still paralyzes me every day.

My best informant work is at 5 AM unless it is requested by Poland because they treat anything professional as if it is a school project.

I had an ongoing eviction procedure under the Scottish tribunal since 2021 and it drags on because nobody applies any legal procedures. Ugh!

Static blogs always look so snazzy and clean. I love solely typographic sites but I can't live without a CMS. The sadness.

My neighbour is asserting his domination by loudly playing his own music across the river. I'm still making icons.

Adulting is making Linktree icons at 4 AM

I randomly found a blog of a guy that I sat next to at a meeting a decade ago or, at least, a bloke who inherited my position at a charity.