omg so for the spirit week before hoco each grade decorates a hallway the theme is movie genres and THE JUNIORS HAVE WESTERNS AAAA YESSSS

first day of school done

my favorite teacher died, and its only 5 days before school starts :(

i think i couldnt write cause of the previous scene, i just wrote half of the next one in literally an hour when the last took actual days

sleepin with my hair down tonight, itll be crazy in the morning but somethin about it is just so relaxing i think

cowboysss...,.,.,,

CHAPTER THEEE OUTLINE DONEEEE NOW I CAN FINALLY WRITE!!!!!!

im so close to finishing the outline for chapter 3 but i legit have no idea whatll come next

WHYYYY does this keep coming back up i don’t CARE ANYMORE just stop i’m OVER IT AT THE POINT STOP

i’m so fucking stressed aaaaaaa

ur telling me this whole time i didnt need to be doin MATH to put images into my site and make them line up and just could put the heights??

in the cracks of light, i dreamed of you. and it was real enough to get me through. but i swear, *you were there*

yeehan brainrot mmmmmhhh..,.,

i finished the chapter!!! it came out as 4,233 words, but that's bound to change after proofreading and editing. way longer than chapter 1!!

*crawling like a man in the desert* one...more...scene to write...in the chapter...till i can...sleep

the way im actually happy in my life at this point ???? wtf

stayed up till 1 am rn writing the outline for the next chapter of my fic im so gonna regret this tomorrow but also i can start writing then

feeling sick and nauseous rn

i set a fire to my soul, it burned me and it made me whole

finished my painting of lighting today. named it “arizona”, for jennifer. rest in peace, i wish i could show you who i’ve become since then