why am i still sick smh

struggling to write an article for school newspaper while listening to bill evans with wind and rain outside. vibes lmao

i now own cowboy jeans, cowboy boots, cowboy hat, spurs, and many flannels. dream mostly succeeded!! still need a horse and that accent :3

i have so much homework but i’m taking 5 minutes to sit in front of the heater cause i’m so cold and so overwhelmed and just. GOD.

current song is you ruined the 1975 by lizzy mcalpine

who knew that starting to write the last scene left of chapter 3 will make it easier to write and come up with ideas? (sarcasm)

SATs tomorrow

saw a fox this morning, right next to the house when i went outside

i’m wearing spurs rn you don’t understand how excited i am it’s not okay

really want it to be a day from now

wrote 539 words today, not my best but similar to what I did a few days ago. finished a scene, which is good. one more to go in the chapter!

jingle jangle jingle

oh fuck the fall mood has hit me hard today

havent written in weeks, came back to it and wrote over 1500 words. who knew that if i write something i *like*, i actually *write*!shocking

I NOW OWN COWBOY BOOTS!!!!

goddd everything hurts rn why me god why me. we got the whole crew, scratchy throat, ms headache behind eyes, stomach ache, vague anxiety!

i am going to buy cowboy boots >:)))

okay bitch…it’s time to sleep, i just thought of my EX in an almost wistful “oh i miss him” way. NUH UH BITCH, GO TO SLEEP RN. DONT BE DUMB

omg so for the spirit week before hoco each grade decorates a hallway the theme is movie genres and THE JUNIORS HAVE WESTERNS AAAA YESSSS

first day of school done