jinxed it, the fucking migraines are back

ok i think the migraines are over

the effing MIGRAINES

beautiful day

begging my profs/advisors/supervisors to stop believing in me so i can disappoint them without wanting to jump off a pier

electrolyte packets give me hydration beyond hydration

i wish i had the kind of depression that ever swung up instead of sliding perpetually into darkness. maybe i'd actually get something done

the dread has set in

current dilemma: i want to go to a concert but i don't know anyone irl who likes this kind of music. i should just go alone like a weirdo

love a cool ocean breeze

we should differentiate blues and cyans more in english

i love you, may gray

false alarm, masc mood was actually just masc compared to my usual, placing it at the dead center of the western gender binary

hmm maybe i'm in a masc mood

"overdone highlighter is so 2016" shut up i'm overdoing my highlighter forever

pure evil how the cure for burnout is to take a really long break. where does anyone find the time? or money?

hot water feels hella good on my joints

physicists as soon as they're in charge of naming things: "wrinklon" "neutralino" "double charmed bottom omega"

this $20 polish was a gift and putting it on still feels like surgery. if i fuck it up, that's, what, 20¢ wasted? (i can't do math)

a lot of my problems are actually just untreated PTSD in different formats