how the fuck is it december 1st already. this whole year felt like but a sneeze

writing sucks

tfw you haven't had a mental breakdown in weeks so now doing anything mildly engaging or creative is a huge risk

stoppp putting 4 billion different animations and special effects on portfolio sites PLEASE my laptop is dying

i had a 10 day holiday in my childhood home and thumbnailed 20+ comic pages while i was there, it was awesome. but now im back, which sucks.

we cremated her today. we got her when i was 9 so ive never been a catless adult before & it feels ass. at least she has her peace now

im having the worst time of my life and this time there is an actual tangible reason (pet loss) instead of nondescript craziness. cool

i need to be put down i hate it here

my sister and i watched the best movie of all, a masterpiece of art called human centipede (the costume design was a highlight)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xS0yBnwQZLQ

i graduated uni this week. i thought i'd feel some sense of accomplishment or pride but i feel nothing. it's all so pointless looool

is there even a single PUBLISHED novel out there that was written using lisa cron's advice or is it all a marketing ploy

passed my oral exam. yippie. now it's time to continue rotting uhh i mean apply for jobs or whatever

it's hard to pick the best version of Capable of Love but I think this one is really really good https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-GK3gdR-APg

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TF2!!!!!!!

over $1000 of rent for one single room is fucking absurd, no matter where in the world. studio apartments should cost $100 max

how the FUCK do people make friends

how am i supposed to keep living my life and be normal when in other parts of the world people are being kidnapped and tortured. i feel sick

raaagh

my lifestyle for the past 6 years can honestly be considered self-harm but idk what to do about it