Guess I'll eat my meal rn... Couscous because I'm afraid of getting late to school. I take ~30 mins to eat a single meal... :/
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Hello, old friend (/ref). Call me by Murasaki/Tori. :> My main pronouns are she/meow/cola/tune (/srs), pick whenever you prefer! Also not an adult (I'm a minor), don't be a dick weirdo... ﹁﹁
Currently mentally unstable due school burnout/pressure, lack of social skills, personal family issues, weight dysphoria and severe low self-steem; taking meds to recover...
I have 1~2 AuDHD, ODD, seeking for OCD diagnosis and self-diagnosed GAD/Social Anxiety, including selective migraines. My current MBTI is INFP-T and I'm a cat enthusiast, having Eddsworld & sexology as my main special interests. I LOVE purple, black and Tord as well!!
I am also a Christian-aligned deist, so my beliefs and stances are very atypical. I chose being deist due certain traumas and I'm afraid of scrupulosity.
I'm lightshipper (comship, but unharmful) anti-profic, berrisexual/Laurian, aegosexual and semifictosexual, tomboy (girl with masculine traits), selective sharing Tord yumejoshi, otherkith (mainly fiction-hearted), funlinker and stuff. Tord, Tom, Matt and Edd are my main kithtypes, with Muffin Heeler and Komi being my synpaths/funlinkers! They're a part of me! (also TomTord/MattEdd are my comfort ships) /srs
Despite I live in Brazil and frequently doing code-switching (Portuguese to English, and some Japanese).
Also very fearful about chatting to strangers/incognito folks (in real life or online), so please bear me... 7^7
TIMEZONE IS BRASÍLIA TIME (GMT-3:00)! STAY TUNED!
Emoji Meaning 🌈 stimming or a silly status. 🌧️ or 😡 upsetting vent or meltdown/crisis status. ❤️ or 🥰 comfort status. 🍱 "I'm going to eat my food" status. 😭 longing/bad news status. 😴 or 💤 sleep related status. 🙃 laid-back status. 🙂 misc. status. 💀 ehm... I don't know how to explain. Lame situation? Be cool at me and I'll do back, and please sorry about my grammars. ^^
I... I want to make more friends.
I want to be able to communicate with everyone.I just want to be a normal girl.
CONTENT WARNING!
I USUALLY VENT ABOUT REALLY SENSITIVE THEMES, SO BEWARE.
VENTS/CRISIS STATUS ARE LABELED WITH "🌧️" AND "😡" EMOJI.My Piclog!!!
★ Stay Safe. ★
Statuses
Anata wa yasashii desu!
Lovely Bastards Meets Breakcore/Jungle (Dr. SxVxTxR Remix)
Please tell me this is OCD, Tord... Please.. These s**ual intrusive thoughts are in my head... Kids and animals, when this hell will end?...
Sometimes I get afraid of my own thoughts... I just thought the nastiest thing ever, and I did nothing to ponder this... And why w/ cats-...
The chubby kitty (Lolita) doesn't like being hold by her own owner. But her babysitter (me) lets me hold her... I don't get it.
Just took my med. :)
YouTube is making 20 years today... And It's been 8 years I started using YouTube itself... Time flies...
HOLY SAUCE ON A SPAGHETTI, I HAVE CLASS TODAY--
"quem foi que te falou que eu te amo?" Eu: "vozes do além!" Minha mãe cooperou com a brincadeira e ficou com "medo" AKDKAKDKAKDKKADK
Cool Vibes! - MrKoolTrix
I like dumping some of my feelings here, despite knowing that no one will see or care. But I feel the urge of doing anyways. Need self-love.
My grandma needed to awake me earlier... Damn... (07:43)
Blheeleleleleh, still finishing my Rentry page... Time is running a lot lately. Welp, good night. (23:41)
Ate my crisps faster than a bullet again!! 😋
I ate some chips, but they went out so quickly... :,) Happily my mum will fry more! Yummy!
I love Tord. Guess he feels the same at me... Sadly in my interpretations only. I know he doesn't know about my existence. And never will...
I've been wondering if people thinks that my English is a complete bin pile. I start correcting always, my grammar needs to be perfect...?
My mum earlier tried to scare her pretending to throw water on her. She was in the end of the corner. She came slowly while I called by her.
Lolita just stayed under my bed; I called her, with dilated pupils. I rubbed her smoothly and grabbed. She was so calm in my arms... 🥹