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Hello, old friend (/ref). Call me by Murasaki/Tori. :> My main pronouns are she/meow/cola/tune (/srs), pick whenever you prefer! Also not an adult (I'm a minor), don't be a dick weirdo... ﹁﹁
Currently mentally unstable due school burnout/pressure, lack of social skills, personal family issues, weight dysphoria and severe low self-steem; taking meds to recover...
I have 1~2 AuDHD, ODD, seeking for OCD diagnosis and self-diagnosed GAD/Social Anxiety, including selective migraines. My current MBTI is INFP-T and I'm a cat enthusiast, having Eddsworld & sexology as my main special interests. I LOVE purple, black and Tord as well!!
I am also a Christian-aligned deist, so my beliefs and stances are very atypical. I chose being deist due certain traumas and I'm afraid of scrupulosity.
I'm lightshipper (comship, but unharmful) anti-profic, berrisexual/Laurian, aegosexual and semifictosexual, tomboy (girl with masculine traits), selective sharing Tord yumejoshi, otherkith (mainly fiction-hearted), funlinker and stuff. Tord, Tom, Matt and Edd are my main kithtypes, with Muffin Heeler and Komi being my synpaths/funlinkers! They're a part of me! (also TomTord/MattEdd are my comfort ships) /srs
Despite I live in Brazil and frequently doing code-switching (Portuguese to English, and some Japanese).
Also very fearful about chatting to strangers/incognito folks (in real life or online), so please bear me... 7^7
TIMEZONE IS BRASÍLIA TIME (GMT-3:00)! STAY TUNED!
Emoji Meaning 🌈 stimming or a silly status. 🌧️ or 😡 upsetting vent or meltdown/crisis status. ❤️ or 🥰 comfort status. 🍱 "I'm going to eat my food" status. 😭 longing/bad news status. 😴 or 💤 sleep related status. 🙃 laid-back status. 🙂 misc. status. 💀 ehm... I don't know how to explain. Lame situation? Be cool at me and I'll do back, and please sorry about my grammars. ^^
I... I want to make more friends.
I want to be able to communicate with everyone.I just want to be a normal girl.
CONTENT WARNING!
I USUALLY VENT ABOUT REALLY SENSITIVE THEMES, SO BEWARE.
VENTS/CRISIS STATUS ARE LABELED WITH "🌧️" AND "😡" EMOJI.My Piclog!!!
★ Stay Safe. ★
Statuses
Feeling tired... And kinda hungry. Anyways, I'm going to sleep. Good night. (23:35)
Às vezes eu sinto que sou muito intrometida e incompetente... Só quero colar Bonder na minha boca, eu só encho a porra do saco...
"Tudo vai ficar bem. Em breve. Talvez; estou aqui para você. Estou sempre aqui." Me sinto menos sozinha com você ao meu lado... Eu acho...
Now I kinda feel shamed of shipping TomTord since 5 years... But they're my coping, I can't undo it... Oh lord. I'll try to forget it rn.
I've just crossed with some "exposeds" about the EW counterparts and... Oh, my, God. Tord and others were/are awful than I wondered...
I didn't ate everything, but yeah... I ate a lot. I guess.
O bebezinho (Sushi) tentou comer minha janta, que susto-
I'm gonna eat my risotto.
I'm feeling so bored, but I don't know why... I have my copings, TV and phone... Why am I feeling like this?
My mum made a MBTI test... Her results has ISFP-A. Mine is INFP-T. Not so similar as I was expecting...
Then we went out our classroom and we tied in trees close from the school. My tape was purple, I needed help to tie, but I kinda liked it.
They said to write what we wishes for on a fabric tape (at school). Mine: "I wish having a girlfriend. ♡ perish the autistic stigma! ∞".
Again... Scalp picking... My hair is all tangled and I'm feel mentally knackered. (15:24)
Took my another med (Ritalin)... Terrible taste as well. It's early! Yay! I'm going to school! Toodles! (13:31)
@cother For real... I've created so many accounts because of it (+20 accounts). I was never satisfied with one of these identities I made.
'cause my love is mine, all mine. I love mine mine mine... Nothing in the world belongs to me, but my love mine all mine, all mine... /lyr
~38,65kg... I hate being underweight.
Ate my couscous... Eating wet is kinda faster. And even yummy...
@crazyrainbow02 me fr. XD