i want people to fucking ruin me, i want somebody, ANYBODY. EVEN A FRIEND. to absolutely ruin my mental health i just cant wait im desperate
zenzenxi
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- https://zenxizen.straw.page/
- eat shit your not getting my email /j
- About
- i put my moods here so expect to see a shit ton of bad stuff because IM SPIRALING!!!! { She/He/They } I love being negative to the point its concerning
Statuses
I SUDDENLY HATE THE THOUGHT OF BEING ALIVE oh my god this is miserable
spiraling STILL i can never catch a damn break
coming home to a lovey dovey cat after a long day is so rewarding 🙁❤️❤️
friends>>>>>>>>>>
dont talk about me, dont talk about me positively or negatively, I dont need people knowing i exist in any way, shape, or form.
Me acting casual after i just get talked to after they were talking to someone else so i lowkey just dont respond
even the littlest things get me paranoid or pissed off now
maybe im overreacting
im going to snap at somebody oh my god im going to RUUIIINN. somebodys FUCKING LIFE
im slowly giving up
sometimes i realize why im aroace 🫤
im gonna fucking kms
highkey just gonna strangle them and then myself after (targeted) i hate being paranoid!!!!
jealousy sucks ass 🫤
ITS MY BIRTHDAYYYY (finally)
🙁
MERRY CHRISTMAS IM STILL SICK 🎄🎄🎄
very sick
im losing sight in my leg oh my GAAAHHHDHDD….