why am i not happy

i want more friends..sigh

feeling kinda sad and buns today

sometimes i wish i was pretty and talented

i dont feel real

how sad is it that the only way i can feel normal is to be heavily sedated and falling asleep at my desk

one month until i see my future husband

my meds make me so congested and sneezy when i wake up omg

wtv... goodnight internet

:/

i rlly do love my boyfriend so much

had 2 get six vials of blood drawn and an ekg today.... exhausted

im so happy i have the awesome friend group i have

thinking about ratboy geniuys rn

anyways..... started coding my own neocities website hehe...very excited..!!!!!

how is my bf so hot waddafok yall

this shit is stressing me out

waddafok??

a a a after the war i went back 2 new york

one of the things i can safely say im good at is dancing but i can only dance in private. nobody will know how i shake ass