eltonathon johnathon

lost 2 friends this month alone, back to back horrible canonic events keep happening, i want 2 dissapear. ive never felt so bad

im tired of being sexualized

crosses my arms and lets out a 'hmph!!'

my big ass ex keeps trying to weasel into my life and it's mad irritating

..FOR JOY!!

maybe i jump 2day

8 days in a row of this weird depression episode. im exhausted . my eyes hurt cuz I can't stop crying. this is gay

you don't realize how much being left out has effected you until you realize you're scared to join in anything without someone inviting u

"but u have friends" not a single person would pick me first

felt numb for the last week . ive gotten good at making a fake laugh and smile sound real

crying again..nobody is surprised

why are people like..so rude off the get go? for no reason??

been in bed crying since 10 am . it is now 4 pm . bismillah

been in bed crying since 10 am . it is now 4 pm . bismillah

a man like me,, dead in places

i have the best boyfrend ever,,

in turn i think about myself alot because i am the only one ive got

which is probably why i dont have any friends who actually care. i think people like me are meant 2 be alone

dramatic and short tempered with an attitude . i think im the worst person ever