it just makes me want to cry . i never feel beautiful, and I never feel like I'm truly loved for who I am without extra steps

it feels like my body is a prison that no matter how much I harm myself in an effort to like the reflection, nothing changes

one day, I want to be told that I'm good at something and truly beautiful

I kinda wanna add some kind of area on my site for the little poems I write

im so sad

still listening to super mario rpg waltz of the forest in 2026 as a 24 year old man. cringe never dies https://youtu.be/k_q9y5vSIrw?si=OmO4

First blog post on my first neocities!!! https://homortified.neocities.org/july_7_2026

Sayonara Lara kinda peak.. im excited to see where it goes!!

people just take and take and take!!!!!

BF THIS THURSDAY RARAHAHHAHRAHRA

hungy

I am so tired of going to bed hungry, waking up hungry, and not having food in the house

waaaaaaaaaaahh wahhh waaah

maybe i cant do this bruh

i want to just do it

the feeling of being hunted down again is causing me to want to run away from everything i know

heat wave...ew

fading into the background as always

everytime im upset in the slightest i convince myself im the problem and shouldn't be upset and it's a very exhausting humiliation ritual

sitting in a corner while everyone else has fun has become kindve a routine for me. im a very unnoticed person