there is no way theyre pissed at me saying 'im a fat little chud'....fuck offfffffffff

joined a discord server and someone left after i made a fart joke and attention whored out in a venting channel. i love the internet

man, of course.

all it takes is one flashback 2 ruin my entire day

This is gonna be interesting ....

yeah yeah its because im fat i know

EVERY DAYYYYYY MORE WICKED

why am i not happy

i want more friends..sigh

feeling kinda sad and buns today

sometimes i wish i was pretty and talented

i dont feel real

how sad is it that the only way i can feel normal is to be heavily sedated and falling asleep at my desk

one month until i see my future husband

my meds make me so congested and sneezy when i wake up omg

wtv... goodnight internet

:/

i rlly do love my boyfriend so much

had 2 get six vials of blood drawn and an ekg today.... exhausted

im so happy i have the awesome friend group i have