I got into learning to paint with gouache, and it's hard, not being immediately good frustrates me

Finally made that call I was procrastinating for months and that took me like 3 mins

the new 28 years later movie is really really good go watch it

Had the first interview for a job my ex teacher referred me to, which sounds great but I'm anxious about making a mistake ugh

Finished KCD1 last night! Even if I didn't complete every sidequest, it still took me 60+ hours. Excited to play KCD2 now!

New year, and I only feel more anxious about getting a job and getting a year older

Dreamt about my ex-job calling me back. The anxiety came from knowing I didn’t have the skills back then and had to fake it, it was torture

Back to playing KCD, and I'm not dying all the time now yay

Christmas is over, and I miss that cozy thrill: presents, people’s company...but it’s been years of monotony and apathy, man

I haven’t felt like it’s Christmas for a few too many years

I wanted to buy WaniKani lifetime subscription now that it's on sale but it's still too expensive for me, so I chose the one month one..

I started Arc III in Expedition 33 yesterday, and I'm glad I didn’t look up any explanations beforehand, because wow it was so well done

I'm happy for Expedition 33 getting the recognition they deserve, tho I've liked for KCD2 to get the rpg award

I've realized that I've developed a really bad habit of buying something whenever I have a bad day as a way to compensate...

Today's driving practice was okay, but I need way more time and practice..I’m slow to learn and even slower to react.

I love decorating, putting things in the perfect spot, going to IKEA and imagining possibilities. Buuut I'm broke

I’m like a little dog who feels bad without a task, so I need something to focus on(a craft, a place to decorate)

In my obsessive cleaning era, bc thanks to my insistence and effort, my parents have gradually given in. There’s still a lot of work to do

I dyed my hair dark brown and it turned out black. I've washed it twice now, and its still black. oh well

My parents are in Germany visiting my sister, and I stayed home to look after my dogs. So I’m on my own and peaceful now