yizzle

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Game developer, artist, and computer science student. On a medical leave and hiatus since Feb 2026.

Welcome to my public notes app featuring thoughts on my chronic illness and the yearning for creative fulfillment

Page is dark and yellow tinted due to migraines.

Background art: Elysium by Awetos

Guts from Berserk walking into the light, in reference to Maximus' death in Gladiator as he imagines passing through Elysium and reuniting with his wife and child.

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yizzle 🙂 95 days ago

It has to want to be saved in order to be saved.

yizzle 🙂 95 days ago

Everytime I try to save money I end up losing more. No you cannot SAVE money. Money is meant to be used. It cannot be saved.

yizzle 🙂 95 days ago

2 more weeks until the lab until 1 month for the revisit until the next lab until the next visit until braces until surgery.

yizzle 🙂 95 days ago

When you say God, I want to learn internal validation, and he said "bet" and takes everything away from you so you have to learn to be happy

yizzle 🙂 95 days ago

Nope I will not check the results. All validation comes from internal.

yizzle 🙂 95 days ago

I am very humble. In fact, I think I'm the humblest person there is. I think I' better at being humble than everyone. Im winning at this.

yizzle 🙂 96 days ago

Everytime God pisses me off, he sends me a blessing afterwards. I'm starting to think he likes this little bastard

yizzle 🙂 96 days ago

The more healed you are the less you care for attention

yizzle 🙂 96 days ago

God packages hate in the strangest boxes. (My hatred of something pushed me past my fears)

yizzle 🙂 96 days ago

No, I am most definitely the humblest of them all. I definitely beat everyone at being humble.

yizzle 🙂 98 days ago

Nooooo.... why did she delete everything...

yizzle 🙂 98 days ago

I actually have developed an aversion to gluten. Not an allergy or sensitivity. I actually fucking hate it. Ive never been more productive

yizzle 🙂 99 days ago

Emotions are your report cards for how youre doing in life.

yizzle 🙂 99 days ago

The most accomplished people are the most fragile while the dumbest people have been set free from the chains of external validation

yizzle 🙂 100 days ago

Beauty and aesthetics is important. It brings order and pleasure. It shows that someone cared.

yizzle 🙂 100 days ago

When you realized the programmers you met as a kid were just assholes and most programmers are nice and want to help you.

yizzle 🙂 101 days ago

considering all the tools for art, sites, and life that making games bring to artists, I think programmers love artists.

yizzle 🙂 101 days ago

turns out suffering is a crash course in self actualization, while ease is a road to nowhere

yizzle 🙂 101 days ago

really amusing to see someone live my dream life, and struggle with my goal, while i lived a shit life, and thrive in the same goal

yizzle 🙂 101 days ago

#1 rule: "Women want what other women have." If you're a woman, don't get caught up in FOMO.If you're a man, don't make her feel singled out

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