TILIC: Doing things you don't like even when you don't feel like it.
yizzle
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Game developer, artist, and computer science student. On a medical leave and hiatus since Feb 2026.
Welcome to my public notes app featuring thoughts on my chronic illness and the yearning for creative fulfillment
Page is dark and yellow tinted due to migraines.
Background art: Elysium by Awetos
Guts from Berserk walking into the light, in reference to Maximus' death in Gladiator as he imagines passing through Elysium and reuniting with his wife and child.
Statuses
I feel guilty for hating that which I did not understand.
When I close my eyes, I picture it. Me, a finisher. Tenacity.
You will never have enough if you focus on not having enough
There is a confidence that comes from "no matter how hard it is, I can figure it out"
Things aren't objectively hard, you just attach a lot of importance to them.
TILIC: Doing the bare minimum gets you the degree
TILIC: Bad is better than incomplete
If you've been given an extension, use it, instead of stubbornly wanting to finish everything tonight.
Only do exactly what's enough, and no more. Aim for adequate, not overachieve.
TILIC: no matter how much you doubt yourself, somehow you always get it done
How can anyone hate comedians? All they ever wanted was for other people to feel good
I do not procrastinate. I simply get possessed by the productivity demon a few hours before things are due, black out, and wake up with it d
I have no enemies because all enemies eventually become my lovers.
I live in a state of constant and supreme self rizz
I just realized being self-employed =/= unemployed.
For anyone seeing my TILIC series, it's my "things I learned in college" I want to make a longer post about it later.
TILIC: Staying committed, taking breaks, playing with your mindset to avert burnout.
TILIC: Do something without needing to be confident first because it's due
Getting a liberal arts degree is a flex if you're rich but financially ruinous if you're broke