yizzle

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Game developer, artist, and computer science student. On a medical leave and hiatus since Feb 2026.

Welcome to my public notes app featuring thoughts on my chronic illness and the yearning for creative fulfillment

Page is dark and yellow tinted due to migraines.

Background art: Elysium by Awetos

Guts from Berserk walking into the light, in reference to Maximus' death in Gladiator as he imagines passing through Elysium and reuniting with his wife and child.

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yizzle 🙂 82 days ago

I have such a headache. Missing the first 2 days of class. I feel like such a bad student

yizzle 🙂 82 days ago

When you were little and you imagined a little man inside the TV, it turns out that little man is real.Its how your brain perceives reality.

yizzle 🙂 82 days ago

When you understand social media is Plato's Allegory of the Cave...

yizzle 🙂 83 days ago

Real gamedev is watching a YouTube video on how steam engines work because I refuse to use AI to generate even concept art of my machine

yizzle 🙂 83 days ago

The Chicken Littles saying "software engineering is over" is gatekeeping how vital and important this job is.

yizzle 🙂 83 days ago

The secret it turns out is not to get to the end, but to find a journey worth going on.

yizzle 🙂 83 days ago

My game will be free forever and no subscriptions and have offline version so you keep it. I do it for the love of the game.

yizzle 🙂 83 days ago

When you realize how long it takes to make a single asset or a mechanic you weep for bad games because it shows contempt for the craft

yizzle 🙂 83 days ago

Yes I am afraid of criticism. My only option is to make my game the best I can that any criticism it has is a genuine blind spot

yizzle 🙂 83 days ago

Why must request and reply both start with r

yizzle 🙂 84 days ago

Judgmental people have either the most easiest and sheltered lives, or the most chaotic and miserable ones. No in-between.

yizzle 🙂 84 days ago

I do not use AI. I simply use auto complete because I am too dumb of a programmer to integrate Claude.

yizzle 🙂 84 days ago

Perfection is admired but the flawed are loved.

yizzle 🙂 84 days ago

I asked for greatness. I got trauma. I asked for wisdom. I got trauma twice. I asked for character. All adversity!

yizzle 🙂 84 days ago

Ur telling me this super complex "Genshin detected you cheated" math is just one freaking function that everyone uses?!

yizzle 🙂 84 days ago

Of course. Why wouldn't the 4chan crypto bro not be fascinated by anticheat cryptography.

yizzle 🙂 85 days ago

To love is the understand and to hate is to not understand. If you love gamedev, you will seek to understand code.

yizzle 🙂 86 days ago

When you die you go to your last save point. Your last save was the last time you were happy.

yizzle 🙂 87 days ago

I love to suck at programming.

yizzle 🙂 87 days ago

when you get good, you become fast. but if you prioritize fast, you become bad.

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