yizzle

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Game developer, artist, and computer science student. On a medical leave and hiatus since Feb 2026.

Welcome to my public notes app featuring thoughts on my chronic illness and the yearning for creative fulfillment

Page is dark and yellow tinted due to migraines.

Background art: Elysium by Awetos

Guts from Berserk walking into the light, in reference to Maximus' death in Gladiator as he imagines passing through Elysium and reuniting with his wife and child.

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yizzle 🙂 143 days ago

Everytime I think "this is the hardest thing that has ever happened and will ever happen to me" I am proven wrong

yizzle 🙂 143 days ago

Your presence speaks before you even say a word.

yizzle 🙂 143 days ago

I fully believe everyone is telepathic so I try not to think anything I wouldn't want anyone to find out.

yizzle 🙂 143 days ago

Security and wealth are often confused.

yizzle 🙂 143 days ago

When you ask for commitment you will be given the worst conditions imaginable to train you to never quit.

yizzle 🙂 143 days ago

Soft times make soft men and hard men make good times

yizzle 🙂 143 days ago

The gift of trauma is you don't quit

yizzle 🙂 143 days ago

IM JUST BUILT DIFFERENT

yizzle 🙂 143 days ago

I just remembered I survived 2 weeks of covid, botched jaw surgery, mold, a lawsuit and homelessness IN ONE SEMESTER AND I STILL AINT QUITIN

yizzle 🙂 143 days ago

When you ask to be given confidence you'll be given a challenge to earn that confidence

yizzle 🙂 143 days ago

Just because you wouldn't treat other children poorly doesn't mean you can treat your inner child poorly.

yizzle 🙂 143 days ago

Late bloomers are just neglected children.

yizzle 🙂 143 days ago

Never mistaken experience for intelligence. Intelligence is how fast you can learn and experience is how much you have learned.

yizzle 🙂 143 days ago

TILIC: Ruthlessly focusing on the one thing in front of you and continually blocking out everything else, just like in meditation.

yizzle 🙂 143 days ago

Failure is worth more than gold, because sifting through the debris of failure contains the seeds of success.

yizzle 🙂 144 days ago

TILIC: Only focus on what's in front of you, one day at a time.

yizzle 🌧️ 144 days ago

Whatever you don't love will be taken away I didn't love my apartment and now I've lost it

yizzle 🙂 144 days ago

There are no hobbyist game developers and professional game developers, just game developers.

yizzle 🤖 144 days ago

People don't age according to the years. They age according to the experiences they've had.

yizzle 😡 144 days ago

I'M STILL FUCKING HOMELESS

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