yizzle

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Game developer, artist, and computer science student. On a medical leave and hiatus since Feb 2026.

Welcome to my public notes app featuring thoughts on my chronic illness and the yearning for creative fulfillment

Page is dark and yellow tinted due to migraines.

Background art: Elysium by Awetos

Guts from Berserk walking into the light, in reference to Maximus' death in Gladiator as he imagines passing through Elysium and reuniting with his wife and child.

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yizzle 🙂 136 days ago

TILIC: Breaking down a huge paper into pieces, pacing myself, and doing a little at a time to completion.

yizzle 🙂 136 days ago

I just realized why successful people are "boring." They're too busy being focused on the grind for drama or chaos.

yizzle 🙂 136 days ago

SEPARATION OF CONCERNS 🗣 I feel like a true computer scientist!

yizzle 🙂 136 days ago

The irony is that in order to amass wealth and power so that you can help people. You also have to close your heart to them.

yizzle 🙂 136 days ago

Just saw a video on the disappearance of homeless people. I'm not going to joke about being homeless anymore. Being a hotel is way different

yizzle 🙂 137 days ago

You do not get to senior year without learning delayed gratification.

yizzle 🙂 137 days ago

TILIC: Doing things you don't like even when you don't feel like it.

yizzle 🙂 137 days ago

I feel guilty for hating that which I did not understand.

yizzle 🙂 137 days ago

When I close my eyes, I picture it. Me, a finisher. Tenacity.

yizzle 🙂 137 days ago

You will never have enough if you focus on not having enough

yizzle 🙂 137 days ago

There is a confidence that comes from "no matter how hard it is, I can figure it out"

yizzle 🙂 138 days ago

Things aren't objectively hard, you just attach a lot of importance to them.

yizzle 🙂 138 days ago

TILIC: Doing the bare minimum gets you the degree

yizzle 🙂 138 days ago

TILIC: Bad is better than incomplete

yizzle 🙂 138 days ago

If you've been given an extension, use it, instead of stubbornly wanting to finish everything tonight.

yizzle 🙂 138 days ago

Only do exactly what's enough, and no more. Aim for adequate, not overachieve.

yizzle 🙂 138 days ago

TILIC: no matter how much you doubt yourself, somehow you always get it done

yizzle 🙂 138 days ago

How can anyone hate comedians? All they ever wanted was for other people to feel good

yizzle 🙂 138 days ago

I do not procrastinate. I simply get possessed by the productivity demon a few hours before things are due, black out, and wake up with it d

yizzle 🙂 138 days ago

I have no enemies because all enemies eventually become my lovers.

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