I wonder if people who rode horses got horse rage instead of road rage

Spent thirty years fumbling around thunderbird then realized firefox relay doesn't let you send from aliases lol

Dysphoria hell but it evaporated somewhat this morning

I miss her so much. I wish the black mirror memory recorder chips were real so I could remember

My dysphoria is getting so bad

Just damaged a library book, I deserve to be shot I think

*Slaps self* this baby can fit so many gabapentins in it

corel painter brushes look so pretty

If I code/write hard enough the anxiety won't get me

The urge to make a bitsy game

i would like Employment please, also ugh my psych meds are making my eyes act funny i hate it

Technical issues >:(

My meds help me focus but they also mess with my vision i stg

Typewriter would fix me

forgot about this. grief is so big but i'm trying to hang out and create around it

Pain has eased up a bit but it's still there

House got broken into so that's cool

Starting to think my leg might be a problem

Think I'm having sciatic pain or something

Making friends oogh