Dysphoria hell but it evaporated somewhat this morning

I miss her so much. I wish the black mirror memory recorder chips were real so I could remember

My dysphoria is getting so bad

Just damaged a library book, I deserve to be shot I think

*Slaps self* this baby can fit so many gabapentins in it

corel painter brushes look so pretty

If I code/write hard enough the anxiety won't get me

The urge to make a bitsy game

i would like Employment please, also ugh my psych meds are making my eyes act funny i hate it

Technical issues >:(

My meds help me focus but they also mess with my vision i stg

Typewriter would fix me

forgot about this. grief is so big but i'm trying to hang out and create around it

Pain has eased up a bit but it's still there

House got broken into so that's cool

Starting to think my leg might be a problem

Think I'm having sciatic pain or something

Making friends oogh

ART BLOCKKKK

Slightly less sick!!!