nearly done with my ftm blog post raahhhhh !! after tonight i gotta start getting to bed early. 6am-4pm day shift starts tuesday lol.

ahhhh i just finished project hail mary!!!!!! it was SO GOOD. also i kinda maybe ship rocky and grace...sue me

feel like i might want to redesign my index page but idk wtf i'd do lol

finally made it to the weekend...gonna eat some ice cream then pass tf out

only one more day of work then im off...i'm so beat

spent half my shift daydreaming about instant ramen only to get home and realize i was all out rip

writing FTM autoethnographic blog posts at the laundromat lol

reading project hail mary

back at the library :)

my site is now accessible in the uk once more. go wild lads.

last day of work at my shitty job lets goooooo

gonna play some loz:oot then go to bed

had a nice, productive day today. the highlight: playing my 3ds at the laundromat.

new blog post! worked for months on this one; i'm really proud of it. https://xavierhm.com/blog/butterfly-in-a-meat-grinder

staying up till 4am making art...feel like i'm 19 again lol

neocities mirror now up https://xavierhm.neocities.org/

@zankacore check out bearblog

got the job i interviewed for!! i'm so excited. pay increase alone is huge. maybe i will finally achieve financial stability?

got some japanese takeout...they took one look and gave me a fork and spoon instead of chopsticks lmao

ditched reddit, my last holdout. no more social media. been farming dopamine from esoteric youtube shorts instead. reminds me of when i quit cigs only to fish butts out of the ashtray next to the dumpsters at my old job lol.