back to work (kill me)

called in off work today. trying to be better about putting my needs first. need time to recover from being sick and my chronic pain flare

still sick

why is allowing myself time to relax so hard ):

opened the windows today...chilly, but feels so nice

finally working on my site for trans men again!!

dinner tonight is $2 hello kitty ramen from five below. added some pieces of vegan spam. still not enough sodium.

been a long week; if i wanna stay up till 4 AM blogging that's what im gonna do!!!

surprise anxiety, always very cool

busy busy day....gotta go to work now

zzzzzzzzzz

trying to reach out more, signing people's guestbooks and sending off emails <3

taking today to rest, recharge, and reset

thinking of buying myself a little cake tomorrow....been craving st sweet but im too sick/low energy to make anything rn

i had a dream last night about spongebob playing sburb....

mariah carey give me strength

feeling pretty downtrodden tonight sigh. sometimes everything just gets to be too heavy.

one of my kitties had surgery today. he's home now, high off his ass with 7 less teeth than before. just happy he's okay :)

ate too much oatmeal

in high school my teachers always told me my essays were too meandering/long/verbose... now i'm 27 years old w a personal blog, and the problem is SO MUCH WORSE