stressed out again, need to calm down so i can work on art but it's hard to reach comfort right now

sick of seeing untagged posts about irl murders and deaths. some people can't handle that shit it's not hard to add "cw death" or whatever

i bought and played the funny little gator game because it was on sale. i think i finished almost the entire game it's very cute and fun

i wanna go outside so bad

going to try having a far less stressful day.

correction to previous status: how stressful yesterday was* now i'm watching ice soup asmr.

i rage quit a game (likely because of how stressful today is) and then i watched wood soup asmr.

everything is so confusing and overwhelming. how am i supposed to find a good surgeon by myself? i burned myself out today lmao

i should eat toast

actually, another way of coping if i lose my voice could be learning to play an instrument so well i can use it as a second voice

scared of losing my voice from the surgery. my literal only way of coping with that would be thinking about my oc who has a destroyed voice

utterly terrified of every endocrinologist in my town so now i go into the blanket cave until i'm fine again

yuh!!!

doctor tomorrow. for now? chandelier drawing + nox doodling + cozy + warmcore

genuinely i feel so bad

bababooey

FREAKED out i wish doctors worked on weekends so i could get the ball rolling on my treatment

uploaded a new oc to toyhouse. she's fucked up!

NEED to work on art

i hope antonio can feel all the love and attention i give him from the idv universe