got set up for surgery at the end of august! i feel bad for writing him off in my mind before even talking to him. just paranoid/scared

maybe it'll be fine i mean every other time i get scared it's fine. it's fine it's fine. he's fine. (i'm he) it's gonna be completely utterl

SCARED again

god i love fat men

surgery consultation in 2 days. i already assume he's not gonna be the one but we'll see

i have 99 problems and most of them are medical who want me

can't find the meme song that yells "i want you to be mine i love you i love you i looove you" but it's a repetitive thought

the sheer amount of people that message me and then ignore my response is insane it literally just keeps happening

'tis i the girliest boy

Jouissance is sooo difficult but she will be beautiful

me when i express an opinion

BIGASS SALAD 2!!!

squeeze me like a stress ball rn

when the sphincter is anal!

I Fucking Love Eating Macaroni Salad

woohoo i did it! time to relax

doctor soon. wearing sunglasses so hopefully i don't get a migraine like almost every other time (i'm assuming it's from lights)

time to get shit done

i'm so lucky

made a big salad with creamy italian dressing fuck yeah there's a salad emoji this is now the perfect status