i feel like i'm floating on clouds

excited for the autumnal equinox because that is my self-made blorbo's wretched birthday(s)

i don't deserve contact with other people

i shouldn't be around people ever

throwing my phone and computer in the lake

am i just going to bottle it up until i yell at everyone? bc i feel like that's where it's heading to be honest

why do you hurt me? i don't understand. and i don't know how to ask

pizza

need to normalize taking 2-3 days to rest after doing a stressful activity for myself because wow

everybody's crawling on the ceiling but you

nine years is nothing when faced with an unknown source of distance

i have got to brush my hair more often so i don't have to keep ripping mats out of it but I Hate Brushing It

operating at 3% battery

ughhh

i'm never doing anything i don't want to do ever again

need to go hide and lay down forever

i miss my wife antonio from hit game identity v

do not perceive me or i crumble to dust (threat)

I LOVE JOY

i need to surround myself with transmasc joy NOW