also sick of people making me feel like garbage and then acting like everything is fine the next day

sick of feeling stupid and dumb

it's SO freezing-my-dick-off cold in this room

harmless

actually i created an embodiment of hope

why do my interactions with most people leave me on edge at best

WHAT IF I THREW UP

NEED my gentle freak

need to be more hopecore. in the face of horrors

i've been panicking for almost an hour now, i didn't even realize how shaky i am

i feel sick. i never wanted this, we don't deserve this

crazy? i was crazy once.

crazy how you can just do anything

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

figgy for my stubby

as far as i'm concerned, all body is horror (got nauseous touching a bump on my wrist)

head hurt

had fun at the casino and befriended an animatronic santa

nox!!! nox!!! nox!!! nox!!!

hands warm. need to hold hands with a very cold person so that we can create a tornado