i kinda want to just give up and not exist

damn. there are people who care about me arent there

i had to miss school due to The Illness and now i gotta make up a test when i get back ough

im sick oaugh. if i dont get better soon enough to see my friends im gonna become the joker

people are being nice to me maybe there is beauty in the world for realsies

will all of my nostalgia become tainted before i even die

my red vox autism is going crazy for the love of god if youre reading this please listen to red vox theyre such a good band

i just need to get through tomorrow and then i get to go to a thrift store

i need to be cringe and boring and like stupid stuff and be human and i want to stop feeling horrible shame for all that comes with this

im so fucking excited for my captchalogue card ita bag. its probably not gonna be here for another like 3 months but im still so excited

i <3 computers !!!

I LOVE MY WIFE ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

:3 !!

oh ok i guess im just doomed to be the annoying piece of shit that everyone hates forever yay

coding is so fucking cool whadda hell <- guy whos been coding for like 2 years and yet comes to this same realization like 3 times a week

schools over im gonna go sleep so fucking hard ive been awake for over 24 hours

ok accidentally pulled an all nighter (insomnia) guess im going to my 1st day of class in 2 years running on caffeine and transgenderism

oh god first day of school in like 8 hours i havent been in school for 2 years. im gonna frow up how the hell am i gonna get to sleep ouagh

school starting soon oh boy... sorta excited but also scared asf,, i also hope i can keep up on site updates through school O_O

man shits kinda fucked isnt it