wolfsbane 🌙 180 days ago
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Please
No
I'm going to be the reason the person I love most dies.
FUCK
How many failures will it take for me to stop fucking trying
I can't fucking do anything right
I can't just for once be fucking competent
I've ruined things for two people today
This is the worst screw up of my life
Oh my god
I'm going to be a murderer
Oh my god
Oh my god.
Worst FUCKING time to make a typo
I didn't even clear five feet (I've cleared 7 before)
I fucked it up so bad I'm so sorry
Panic panic panic
I think I'm just going to melt down now
My chest hurts, I can't fucking breath, fuck, my head hurts, fuck