I'm faking everything for attention

Let me never wake up

I'm so fucking tired

Hahahahah

Hah

I'm never a priority and I fucking hate it

I think it would be better if my father actually gave priority to me being able to FUCKING SEE

I think I'd rather die

Okay so I'll have to deal with two weeks of headaches because my dad can't check his email

Lol

I'm so sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I hurt you trying to help, I'm so sorry

Things get better, I promise

Need to remind myself to drink water

Okay I feel better now

'you've never made him that happy' I DON'T FUCKING CARE LET HIM BE HAPPY

Somehow finding the bad in the good, absolutely crazy

It's probably going to be months before I'm emotionally stable again

Bad times > good times > repeat

I'm sorry I can't do that for you

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