Overstimulated..

Im so tireddddd

Thank you

Horrible nightmare,,,

Wdym 11 earthquakes all above a 3 in the last 30 minutes????

Big earthquake, again..

I did not expect kindness. But I am glad to be surprised

Deep breaths, deep breaths

Hearing his voice istg fixes everything

I can feel it crawling around my gut

Lash out --> feel bad --> dad yells --> feel worse --> want to talk --> scared

If it plays out how I have played it in my head thirty times now, I'll kill myself

No matter what we do we all end up on someone else's plate!

I wish I were perfect

#Iloveoverthinkingandfeelinglikeshit

I say knowing I will not ask

Am I stupid? I think I'm stupid, I'm scared for no reason, I should explain it right? Nothing could go wrong? Right?

I think I'm overthinking it all but I can't ignore it because I love torturing myself and being too scared to ask directly

I bite off your skin, exposing the angels on your ribs, they stare at us

Head.. spinning..