i cant stay awake these days

all my scholarships fell through man 😭😭 okay. time to apply for more

ive finally been asked to do something im good at: PAINTING FENCES 🔥🔥

didnt expect for the health issues to conk me out for a day. thats new

have to go back to the community service i like marginally less than the nature gig i got goin on *head in hands i dont want to go*

vine training plants is crazy hard how does he do this on the regular...

threw a metric mystery-ton of seeds in the perimeter bed today! sweetpea would love planting theres so many little bugs under the straw

eid mubarak :) friends are coming over today!

talked to my advisor and now im no longer afraid... everything will be okay

ohhh the next semester of college and the idea of changing my major is stressing me out so bad

i hate when i have shitty stressful days and have distressing stressful dreams about it <_<

good plant feelings OVER this life on earth class sucks BALLS (long pedantic study guide for a grade)

planted corn and sunflowers today! i hope i get to draw again soon, four days ago was the first time in a while that i could

ravenous after transplanting the squash from the greenhouse bro. gonna do the last push on these comms. life is good

nobody talk to me until monday im locking THE FUCK in

aughg im so annoying i HATE having gad slowly ill be able to reblog things as much as i used to...

humm.. so many things to do.. sorry i haven't been talking i think i should drop out /j

went volunteering today :3 oh the joy of not bedrotting

gwuh... i have so much work to do b4 i can do comms and silly stuff... someone cheer me on qwq

miss my puter friends. who am i gonna barf oc nonsense to now :(