thinking of pulling the rug out from under my site and changing up the look

i wanna go to a tide pool and let those damn wet things kinkily suckle my toes

https://chuffed.org/project/helpahmedandasersurvive

PRIMAL YELLING

i want to go out and explore, but i can't

TICKEZO CAME THRU FOR ME, DAWG!!! WINNING TICKET!!

i'm Umamusume in the streets, Disco Elysium in the sheets

i feel like i'm lost in a big ass fog. barely holding on to myself. i feel so soft. too soft

i don't know what to do. i could use some advice, or...something, like basic friendship

i'm quite literally praying for dimmer, cooler weather. i am my most pathetic when it's hot out

CRAVING BIG HOT DOG WITH MAXIMUM TOPPINGS. DELIVER ME BIG HOT DOG

bro!! i feel so fucking out of it, bro

i hate being in pain / nauseous / disproportionately fatigued all the time, shit sucks! bad

it's too hot to take photos today. i'll try tonight

wait, okay, maybe. maybe i should put my photographs in order. but that would take too long, and i'm lazy. sigh

nevermind. i'll take a bath tomorrow. i'm too tired to do shit else but lay down and cope

well, i guess i'm actually thinking about how people aren't your friends just 'cause you want them to be or think they should be

too tired to write tonight after first class of the semester, but thinking about 'friends' vs 'comrades' / political gaps in relationships

"ooh, look at me, i have a website to advertise my other social media!" "ooh, i'm a career artist!" i hate you i hate you i hate you i ha

put a collar on me and call me your dawg