HARU URARA CURE MY DISEASES AND DISORDERS

one half of the net on AWS, the other half on cloudflare,

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i need an 'accountability buddy,' for something -- someone hmu?

okay, no, wait. what if my mother's right, and my face makes me seem filled with vitriol? what if my face is...not okay?

i want to attend the Death Club at my local library, i think

people on tumblr (this is why i don't go there anymore): "omg your horrifying real life experience reminds me of my oc, Shmorkins--"

I AM UNCLEAN, UNKEMPT, UNKEPT, DYSPHORIA

I AM UNCLEAN

i want to shave my head

hate self-infantilization. i'm not talking actual regression, vulnerability, i'm talking accountability dodging and/or toxic positivity

migraine

GOD, I'M FUCKING BORED!! AND IF I'M NOT BORED, I'M SICK!!! FUCK!! FUCK THIS SHIT!

it's time to eat dog treats again

i would love a night with the guys. unfortunately, all my guys are in my computer

pain. pain. pain. pain

DAYLIGHT SAVINGS MAKES ME FEEL REALLY SICK IN THE HEAD

i'm so angry with myself. there's so much i regret

ffffffffuuuuuccckkkk meeeeee

i think i might be losing the only two friends i have